ok so here's the deal. i think my mind and heart have been feeling so bad for so long that without my concous help... they've pushed to a point where they are healing themselves. i feel so much better.
i feel more alive and im happy.
i see the light and its never looked more warm and rewarding. i feel my old self coming out, peeking from behinds its closet door where it used to hide. im completely excited.
i thought it should be about time to heal.. i guess i was right.
thank you everyone who was there for me and held my hand. i love you all. thank you so very much.